Operation Clean Recovery

Wishing for those in our Recovery Family, hunting Opilia Crab, a Great Season!

    There is an old saying that is represented  in this picture. It is believed that a red sky at night brings a sailor delight. To me, this is a representation of the determination of the tranquility of the sea based on myth. I made this picture as a gift and already allowed the intended […]

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Do Not Change The Channel: You now are entering the After Dark Experience

    Manders Renegades Military Personnel Files: Name: Rex Silverback (Secret Operative) Position: Recovery Army General Command and Communications expert Manders Renegade Rule 62 Generator Co-Founder CleanMotivesLLC Fuck Heroin Foundation Co-Founder Shattering the Stigma Co-Host Known Assosciates: Lesha “Mama Dukes ” Cuttaia Franklin “Frankie” Holmes Amanda “Manders” Romero Kristi “Ballz” Lynn Jamie “Batman” Waller Saul […]

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Manders, the REAL real world

What If…… I would like to thank a good friend of mine who gave me the inspiration and motivation to share this heartfelt secret and shame that I carry. I am sharing my story in order to mend wounds and to hopefully empower another person to speak against the silence. Ashley Dice, your music is […]

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Just let well enough go? Narcan is an enabler? Wrong!

I hate weighing in and focusing on negativity, but the world needs to be aware and educated, so allow me to shed light on this subject. For the ones discussing Narcan distribution – I see both views but I see them from my view which is strictly based on research. So for the judgmental crowd, […]

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ELFLAND BG goes on a rage. Episode One

ELFLAND BG goes on a rage. Episode One

This is a story of one of our best secret op tools our master mind that is able to infiltrate almost any major syndicate, the names and identities have been changed to protect the lifestyle of this special elf, on the shelf. We welcome you to the secret law enforcement of EAOEU Elfie Against the […]

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T’Was The Night Before Christmas: Operation Clean Recovery Style

T’Was the night before Christmas at Operation Clean Recovery’s house, where not a creature was mustering not even a mouse. All of our stockings were hung there, on the chimney with a number carried with pride, representing our sobriety times. Just like all of the recovery houses filled with the glee of knowing St. Nicholas […]

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The Twelve Days of Recovery.

On the first day of recovery my addiction set me free, I finally said I have a problem and I began to see. On the second day of recovery, my steps gave to me, the ability to seek something higher for my own sanity. On the third day of recovery my steps gave to me, […]

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Dear Santa – a letter from a recovered addict

  Dear Santa, this is urgent, response required: To the North Pole from the Desk of Manders Most might ask for a bicycle, shiny and red. Others may ask for a game console, or for a doll, and some causes are a lot more heartfelt; this is one of those occasions. I ask for peace within […]

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Santa is Real

        Thank you to my amazing “family.” Merry Christmas!   True heroes come at the strangest times. As tomorrow makes 7-months since my Mom left, I am reminded of how I have come this far. I sometimes get so angry with these boys but it is because I never gave my family […]

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The first holiday without you.

I am realistic and I cannot lie, they say it becomes easier as time goes by. I am guilty myself because these words to others I casually would say, but it is so hard approaching the holidays. People share the time when coming together and pretending behind the curtains they are the perfect family. I […]

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Daddy’s Little Girl

I was the first person to look into your eyes and see, the extent of the miracle placed upon me. My heart began to flutter when you looked up at me, I can’t remember when I felt more complete. I watched you while you slept thinking under my watch to you there would never be […]

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Dreamcatchers

Most of us are aware of the myth that surrounds the dream catcher – Native Americans believe that this “eye” is a protector of the subconscious and catches negative dreams. I am going to tell you that this is how I feel about my daughters. You see, Kira is the laid back of the two […]

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