Operation Clean Recovery

Posts by Saul Kane

The Business of Recovery VS. The Business of Relapse

  After 12 years of the working in the field of addictions, I’ve come to the conclusion there are two different things taking place. There is the business of recovery and the business of relapse. Which business are you in? Which business do you want for you or your loved one? The business of RELAPSE […]

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The Broad Highway

So as We watched the disease return we held steadfast to God, to Hope-Faith. We held onto what you once were never wanting to believe to see the truth of what the Devil has forged inside of you; for it was once forged in us – and then the sickness manifests in you; the fear, […]

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Walk My Walk

I like to laugh, I like to make others laugh – I love to skate on that thin ice somewhere between laughter, anger and tears. I walk amongst the dead in an industry that people think should not be funded appropriately for profit or non-profit. If I don’t laugh – I cry. So many people […]

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The Here and Now

Sometimes the good Lord speaks to me. He did the other night while coming out from a dream. I’m waking up – soaking wet a fever and I can’t breathe…. I’ve got to tell you all something, I’ve been pretty sick. It came back yesterday for a minute, a small seizure followed by an episode […]

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The First Time a Gun was Pulled on Me by a “Treatment Professional” 

When I was getting high I was never a ‘tough guy.’ I never ‘ran the streets.’ I never ‘ran shit’ in Camden, New Jersey. I had foster homes for abused children. I had a needle in my arm the whole time and it got so bad I would occasionally steal their Adderal and snort it […]

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To the Children of Addiction and Alcoholism

To the Children of Addiction and Alcoholism, The most important thing I want to tell you is that none of this, absolutely none of this is your fault. As a father I never chose drugs over my son, in fact that is what defines me as someone with this disease of addiction: I have lost […]

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To the Drug Dealer

To the Drug Dealer, I know first and foremost there are two types of you – the small time dealer who deals to support his habit and the waste of life who deals to support his undeserved lifestyle. Firstly, to the waste of human life: The t-shirts that say “shoot your local heroin dealer,” were […]

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To the Addict Who Still Suffers

To the addict who still suffers, I was once where you are; unable to stop. I would watch everyone grow up around me. Buy houses, complete goals, raise children, laugh and love. I would drive by restaurants and watch people sharing a dinner outside and they would smile and converse with one another and I’d […]

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Sticks and Stones

  Written by Saul Kane Somewhere in 1986, my dad took the ape bars off my blue banana seated Schwinn bike replacing them with BMX style handle bars, he took off that banana seat also and replaced it with a BMX style seat – then he spray painted the whole bike black. I wanted a […]

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